Today I'm having a garage sale with all the baby items Goose can no longer use and his clothes he can no longer fit in. When I went through everything to prepare for this day I did ok. I was sad because I would love to have more kids and I'm just not ready to say goodbye to the baby stage yet. But today while people are looking through everything that belonged to my boys I start to have stomach aches and get nauseous about getting rid of it all.
I remember last April when I had my first ever panic attack and it started out much similar and then progressed into not being able to breathe. Well I haven't reach that point thank goodness but I still feel a little ridiculous!
I mean all of this is just stuff and I can't stand having no space to move around in our house, not to mention that we plan on moving soon and I really would hate to pay someone to move all this stuff that we have no use for. That would be more silly than having this panicked feeling.
Does anyone else out there in the world feel the same way? Do you have any ideas on what can make the transition of having no more babies easier?
Thanks for any advice :)
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